My two oldest children are in two different foster homes. My two youngest children are with my aunt. All four are in the XXXXXX metro area. If I leave the state I will lose custody of all four permanently. I am paralyzed from the waist down so I need a caregiver and an emergency place to stay. Please help me. The hospital claims they cannot find any place closer to send me then a nursing home out of state because of my recent suicide attempt.