Threat to Parental Rights - Black Disabled Mom Reaches Out to NBDC

My two oldest children are in two different foster homes. My two youngest children are with my aunt. All four are in the XXXXXX metro area. If I leave the state I will lose custody of all four permanently. I am paralyzed from the waist down so I need a caregiver and an emergency place to stay. Please help me. The hospital claims they cannot find any place closer to send me then a nursing home out of state because of my recent suicide attempt.